Twice in the past 2 weeks I have wanted to set aside time with the man to work on my school project with me (because I need help!). Twice I've been too sleepy, too uninspired or too interested in some other thing to get busy and work on it.
It's late... VERY late. I'm having a lot of trouble with it, so I believe that the motivation's lacking because the ability is lacking. Oh well.. hence needing the man to help. The freaking thing is reasonably close to being finished, too.. so it's somewhat annoying that I can't get any further on my own. Grrrrrr. Thank god I'm dating a programmer, or I'd have lost it by now!
Not only that, but the last bit of September and most of last month have left me struggling to stay awake... or at even motivated to stay awake. This month has been all about catching up, which is something I can't seem to do where school is concerned.
Sucks, but true.
There's a lot of stuff I want to do (hey, that kinda sounds like motivation), but I never get around to it. Not so much because I'm too busy, but because I'm too beat (that motivation lasted a whole 5 seconds, bad bad sign).
I've been saying, "Oh, next week.. for sure" for about 3 weeks now.
Wish me luck!
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