Argh!

Ever have too much going on? Feel overwhelmed? Yeah. That's pretty much how I feel.

Job. Hating said job and feeling dirty and skeezy whilst doing it. School. Trying to move. Still living somewhere that stresses you out due to an asshole sharing your living space. Small health issues.

I am desperately trying to fix 4 of the 5 issues, but it's slow going.

My job basically involves trying to collect payment for stuff, the majority of the people I call didn't even ask for nor approve. I'm disgusted by this.

It's very frustrating because in spite of my really good and really varried work experience in the past, the more recent past has been filled with below me type jobs... below ANYONE type jobs, even. This current degradation-fest comes complete with a couple of horrific co-workers as well. One delights in insulting and yelling at everyone he calls and also says horribly unprofessional things to other co-workers (so far, I've been spared). The other is generally harmless, but mouths-off a lot and also tells what can only be described as bullshit "I'm really a bad ass" stories. The guy's lucky if he's 5 feet tall, so I'm not buying it.

I guess some of my co-workers have no problem doing such a job, but I do. I do know that they aren't any more impressed with the two obnoxious co-workers than I am, but they seem to feel OK with the premise of our jobs.

In a way, I wish I could be OK with the job's requirements because it's allowing me to move.. and soon, which I REALLY need to do. However, I feel too guilty to be happy about the ability (and the NEED) to move.